Dad, Son, Brother, Papa, Uncle
To Brokenly Live On:
A Memoir & Guide To Surviving Chronic Illnesses, Autonomic Chaos & Living Life in Overdrive


For thirty years, Adam Beyer was the one people turned to in crisis. As a clinical social worker, private practice owner, and college professor across metro Detroit, he built a career on showing up for people at their worst moments, nursing home residents, trauma survivors, families in freefall. He was good at it. He was, by every external measure, unstoppable.
Then his own body turned on him.
To Brokenly Live On is the story of what happens when the helper needs help and the system isn’t built to give it. Adam takes readers through three decades of a career spent pouring everything into other people while ignoring what his own nervous system was screaming at him and into the years that followed, when autonomic dysfunction, Long COVID, and a cascade of misdiagnoses dismantled the life he’d built. He was labeled a malingerer. Shuffled between specialists. Denied disability benefits despite documented strokes. All while trying to hold together a marriage, raise three kids, and stay present for a daughter fighting for her life in intensive care.
This isn’t a tidy redemption arc. It’s an unflinching account of flares, loops, and drivers, the daily war of living in a body that won’t cooperate, written by someone with both the lived experience and the clinical training to name exactly what’s happening and why. Part memoir, part survival guide, Adam brings the same humanistic, no-nonsense approach that made him a respected clinician and educator to the hardest case he’s ever worked: his own.
If you’ve ever been told it’s all in your head, been failed by a healthcare system built for simple diagnoses, or loved someone whose body stopped playing by the rules, this book will feel like being seen for the first time
Words from Our Readers
Beta readers and early reviewers share their deeply personal responses to Adam F. Beyer's moving memoir on resilience, chronic illness, and finding hope in the quietest moments.
A deeply moving, raw, and essential guide. Adam’s perspective as both a therapist and a patient offers an incredibly rare, comforting light for anyone navigating chronic illness.
Barbara R, Reviewer
I couldn't put it down. It beautifully captures the grief of losing your former self, while gently mapping out a way to rebuild a life filled with profound meaning.
Wendy M., Early Reviewer
As a fellow social worker, I found Adam's blend of professional insight and personal vulnerability to be extraordinarily healing. This book will save lives.
Theresa M., LMSW
Adam brings the perspective of someone who has spent his career helping others while navigating his own challenges. His story reflects resilience and offers encouragement to anyone carrying more than they can see.
Thomas Tripi, Author of "The Room Within", Early Reviewer
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